Compassion

Compassion is a weakness. When you express that emotion the end result is that you get shit on.

The worst is when you deal with family and or friends. It seem that they use your loyalty against you. If you don't do them a favor even though you know that it may be a wrong you feel bad. Again they can't force but you feel obligated.

The fucked up part is when you need the help, that the people you assisted are no one is to be found. You hear all these excuse why they can't and the funny part is there excuse are the reasons why you need help.

What is the remedy, fuck them all and let God sort them out. Ultimately you and you will make sure that YOU are okay.

I can tell you from this point on I will only help myself and only myself.